I don’t care what you think about me. I don’t think about you at all. – Coco Channel
Thursday, 25 October 2012
The one that got away
So today I
heard from someone that this friend of mine is coming to visit in November. We
actually don't keep in touch anymore and this really saddens me. We've known
each other for at least 7 years and we've been through a lot together. I really
liked her it was like we were alike and when I was with her its like I was back
to childhood, I mean I was like an innocent little girl with no worries at all.
We laughed, we cried, we broke rules together, we ditched classes together
& so much more.
Back in the first
years of school we were a group of 4 girls, and as time when by we reached to 7
girls and we were like best friends, we were always together and even the
teachers pointed that out. We all knew that when high school would come to an
end we would be scattered and it
eventually happened. 2 of them went to Australia , 1 went to a university near
my home, the other 1 is working and 3 of us went to the same uni which is CTI.
Even before going to Australia that friend had cut all means of communication with me and that saddest part
is that i don't even know the reason why. What frustrates me is that i did so
much for her, i always stood by her even when others did not and in the end i
was back-stabbed. I really really miss her, and I don't know if I wanna see her
when she comes back or not. Not even once she talked to me since she went and
even though i wished her happy birthday she did not even say thank you!!!
I love
photos!! Because the best thing about them is, they will never change even when
the people in them change :) what i hate the most is the fact that i always
look back at the pictures and think about the wonderful time we had and somehow
i wish that nothing would have changed and then again now im more careful about
people i trust and i call friend.Nostalgia can be such a bitch sometimes.
Anyways im
still thankful to have the others in my life, we always keep in touch even if
its not often.. but i kinda miss the one that got away :) People always leave.
Don't worry, you get used to it and most importantly, learn to deal with it.
but then again I am auto-phobic.
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