Closure.

At first, I was not really keen to go out with you but then you lured me into thinking that we would be great together and i kinda loved the idea. At that time we knew each other for four years and we were ready to take that friendship to another level. That year was the last year of high school and i was having, i must say 'the best time of my life' and i counted you in. I must say i enjoyed being with you even if  sometimes it felt wrong  to being with you. But in spite all this we continued to go out, we did thing i never thought i had the courage to do and I somehow ended up neglecting my studies.

I shared with you things no one knew, (except for 3 other people) and you shared things no one knew, i met your friends, i was kinda happy i should say, sometimes you encouraged me and you were always by my side.But as we say all good things has to come to an end, and you started to ask from me things i was not ready to give up and also you started to act like a jerk and one day we broke..and two weeks later you went out with another girl ( who WAS by the way a friend of mine > < )
Several months later you crawl back to say that things were not working with the other girl and that you wanted to see me again just to start off as friends , but we both knew that we would never have stayed friends and even after what you did to me i was ready to come and meet you but THANKS to a friend she told me not to and i listened to her and i was right because i later discovered that you were still the same, you just wanted the 1 thing you couldn't have and will never have.Until today i still haven't heard the true reason why we broke up, even if i know deep down why, you haven't really confessed it. i just wanted and still want closure, is that pathetic ? maybe!!! but i deserve to know the reason from you.


As Marilyn Monroe said :
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
Things has definitely been better without you, but because of you im afraid to trust another guy but still i believe things will eventually change and these scars you left will make me remember what kind of people are out there and to be aware.


GOD BLESS YOU ASSHOLE!