Vingt Deux Bougies;

I cannot believe that it has been 22 years already till I came to this stupid world. Time goes by so fast. Throughout this journey I’ve met so many wonderful people, lost so many precious souls, fought with friends and families, got my heart broken, got hurt ( & the list goes on) Am sad though, because I miss my childhood, that period where life seemed so good and where dreams were worth dreaming, that period where ignorance was bliss and where I was so excited to get together with the families for parties and so on. Nowadays, I miss the fact that I don’t even get excited for my birthday or for Christmas or even new year. Life has changed and I hate changes. I don’t get the time to really appreciate moments with people around me. Looking back on the past 22 years, am sad because “To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.” And that’s what I’ve been doing, I’ve taken these years for granted and am willing to look at life in a different perspective. This year has gone so fast. All the plans I had did not go like I wanted to but in the end it worked  out great. I won’t deny I still regret a little bit for not going abroad and a part of me still wonders what life would have been like if I was there. But then again here I’ve met wonderful people with whom I never thought I would get close within months. Life is hard, I get it, and I totally agree but these people helped and are still helping me to go through it. I am who I am today because of them and I am thankful for all these people in my life, friends and families.

SPECIAL NOTE: Dear grandma, we could not celebrate our birthday together this year and it will never ever be the same again without you, but thanks for the wonderful memories you left for me to cherish. Take care of yourself and enjoy the well-deserved rest. You are being missed every min ♥